
Prernasharma • 6 min read
Drawn, not chosen !
Have you ever found yourself within a dream so vividly immersed that it feels almost indistinguishable from waking life? Have you ever encountered a moment where that dream seems to align, uncannily, with reality itself? Perhaps the doorbell rang in your dream at the precise instant it echoed through your waking world ? Or your alarm stirred you from sleep at the very moment it chimed within the fabric of your dream? A phone call or a distant sound ? Or something of similar manner, two realms, mirroring one another in perfect synchrony? Have you ?
As I reflect upon this, I am drawn to the quiet, undeniable synchronicity of the universe and ifs seamless orchestration.
And you oftenn wonder: did the dream possess a knowing of what was to unfold in reality? Or did reality in some mysterious reciprocity attuned itself to the narrative of your dream?
It is profoundly intriguing..this delicate convergence where dream and reality, though seemingly antithetical, move in flawless harmony??
DoesIt gesture towards an unseen dimension, an untouched paradigm of intangible frequencies, where the boundaries between the imagined and the tangible dissolves? Or perhaps, both begin to resonate as one! And in acknowledging this, one is compelled to ask, could anything born of such perfect synchronicity truly be accidental??
Or is it all perhaps a part of the design, asubtle, intricate, convoluted ,far beyond immediate comprehension? I believe the latter.!
And so, on a related note, I wish to share an occurrence from few months ago. I was sent a few complimentary decants of assorted perfumes and when i first tried IT, I found myself rather unimpressed ! Its character was markedly metallic ! almost austere. ! tempered with a faint fruitiness and a citrus tuberosy opening. And even ITs base failed to resonate with my preferences.
And yet, it had been offered with a quiet sentiment, so instead of passing it along, I chose to keep it. It remained tucked away in a carton within my bedside table, resting among several other decants gathering dust, forgotten, almost, for 4-5 months.
one evening, after a long day that had left me utterly drained, I returned home, showered, and collapsed into bed.. which is when i realized, faintly, that I totally forgot to wear any perfume after shower, but I lacked even the smallest reserve of energy to rise and walk to the next room.
Tgis is when my hand most instinctively reached into the carton, and picked the very first bottle my fingers encountered and sprayed it on myself. It was the same fragrance ! Strong, Metallic, nnd yet, this time, there was something quietly mesmerizing, almost spellbinding!
and within moments, I drifted into sleep !
That night Moon and Rahu were both in close conjunction in Shatabhisha :the nakshatra governed by Rahu. Aconfiguration that is considered very potent. And there was, unmistakably, a certain charge in the air ! Asubtle undercurrent of something extraordinary!
There was undeniably something special about it.Something I would perhaps struggle to fully articulate…!
My experience with that perfume on that particular night felt almost unearthy. I would rather not unravel it, nor do i wish to dwell in that moment, but all i would say is, something jolted me up from my sleep !
in wome weird, inexplicable way, as thoughthe perfume was attempting to attune itself to frequencies beyond the human realm, beyond the familiar cadence of our terrestrial realm . That night, an unusual heaviness of sleep descended upon me, so profound that it seemed to wrap itself around my senses, and yet, paradoxically, sleep eluded me! I hovered in that fragile threshold between wakefulness and surrender....drowsy to the point of exhaustion, but unable to cross over into rest!
Xxxxxxxxxand yet, what I cannot deny is that, it mesmerized me completely!
Xxxxxxx
And in that moment, I knew, how in the movie ‘ perfume:The Story of a Murderer’ , JeanBaptiste Grenouille, how with scent alone, he held an almost supernatural command over those around him. The intensity, the seduction, the quiet surrender it evoked! it no longer felt like fiction to me !
That night carried a peculiar magic. Whether it was an alignment within the universe or something more obscure ? Can’t say , but yhere was an undeniable pull ! . While i desired the perfume deeply, and still, I found myself unable to fully yield to that desire, as though some instinct urged restraint ?
Xxxxxx——cut to——xxxxxxx
Time passed. I wore the fragrance again on several occasions, but never at night !
Then, last Sunday—I found myself at a book market after an exhausting stretch of days. Amidst the quiet chaos of that space, a scent drifted through the air, fresh, luminous, faintly metallic, touched with tuberosy citrus, and carrying that same inexplicable magic!

I recognized it instantly. It was Creed Aventus for Her !
Almost involuntarily, I looked around. Beside me stood a young woman, dressed in a navyblue Chikankari kurta with white bottoms. There was nothing ostentatious about her appearance....minimal makeup, an unassuming presence and yet, she embodied a kind of effortless grace
evwry time she rummaged through the pile, her bangles tinkled and the scent intensified.
It wasn’t merely the perfume. It was the harmony between her presence and the fragrance, each enhancing the other
I found myself drawn to the aura she carried, the delicate trail of scent that lingered in the air around her.. And when she walked away, she left behind a silken trace of it, tgat wouldn’t dissipate in a hurry !
And, In that moment, something settled within me with quite certainty !
Later that night, even in my exhaustion, I could not free my mind from that fragrance. By Monday, I found myself searching for it, and eventually, I ordered it and it arrived in mail on Wednesday! it brought with it a quiet, undeniable joy.
I am aware of how it might sound, how easily it could be dismissed, reinterpreted, or reduced to mere novelty. But what I experienced with it feels deeply personal, almost ineffable. It has not become my absolute favorite yet, but it has, without question, carved a space amongst my favourites and taken a hold of me
It may sound a touch whimsical, but this entire episode with the perfumes left me with the quiet sense that the universe, in its own subtle way, conspired to lead me here....gently dismantling my 'no-purchase' resolve so I would arrive at this one indulgence. And so, I’ve come to regard it not as a mere acquisition, but as something closer to a small, almost sacred offering, a gift placed in my path by an unseen design or divinity . Everything about it felt improbably aligned, as though a series of quiet coincidences gathered into a single moment of inevitability, each one pointing, almost insistently, in the same direction.
I can’t say with certainty that it makes perfect sense, but I’ve begun to believe that nothing in life is entirely without purpose. Not just people, but even the most unassuming details, the fleeting ones, the trivial ones, the ones seemingly inconsequential, carry within them a kind of quiet intention. And often, it is these very fragments, overlooked and understated, that lend our lives their most delicate and enduring meaning.
A fragrance enthusiast contributing to The Drydown. Exploring the intersection of art, chemistry, and emotion in perfumery.

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